you did not consent for it. hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. he wanted to be happy with his boyfriend for once, sue him. the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. instead, alex broke the silence for him, continuing on, someone kissed me today and i didnt want it. as well as Summary: . the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. he picked at the wood table, small pieces falling to the ground. Album: Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed, loving him was like they were, and still are, polar opposites which alex believes is what makes them work so well together. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. alex refused to believe nora really thought this. alex fell asleep with his hands clutching his blanket against his chest, and some lotion june had rubbed on his cheek only a few moments before, making the injury sting more than he thinks it should. the girl, jordan, either did not hear him or just did not care because she stayed planted in her seat. he immediately pushed his arms to wrap around himself, letting his tears fall freely, sobs shaking his shoulders against the couch. he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. 5. tommy tommy was tall, taller than alex, (who wasnt) with fluffy brown hair, soft brown eyes, with multiple piercings. it was 10:47. way past the time he shouldve been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and junes sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. i love you sweetheart, he smiled, but quickly turned to a frown when tommy pulled away from his touch, let me show you, please. this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. oh, love, he mumbled, immediately pushing himself up and moving towards alex. Fighting with him was like, trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. it is super unlikely that the people in alexs life did not hug him on a regular basis, but im a sucker for angst so. when ellen and oscars fights first started, alex was still so young. which was definitely way to fast. loving him was red 4. liam he tried not to dwell on it, but he believed if june had found him dead rather than black out drunk, she would be so much more relived. i know. 4. liam what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. he locked the door to their bedroom, throwing as many of his clothes as he could into a duffel bag. and im horrible for thinking like that, but im just so bad at love. henry could only stare dumbfounded at alex, his eyes wide. it was a rather warm fall day, and alex had just gotten back from what felt like the longest day ever. liam scoffed, taking a large step towards alex, you know thats not true. tommy simply just stared at alex. did anyone notice all my titles being taylor songs?! all he knew was that once he heard the words, fine then leave, see if i fucking care leave his moms mouth, he had to do something. but loving him was red you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. Please consider turning it on! comes back to me burning red he attempted to pull alex into a hug but alex simply just pulled himself away. Work Search: it was hopeless for them. did anyone notice all my titles being taylor songs?! you were not asking for it. he scoffed, practically rolling his eyes at a now heartbroken alex, no? "don't. don't touch me. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. tell myself its time now Report illegal content. you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. im not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. nora doesn't let him talk about it. alex turned away from liam, throwing his head up towards the ceiling, feeling all the tears rush down his cheeks. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong but its what you were thinking right? he could tell june was fed up with him cutting her off. driving a new masareti down a dead end street, T-Swizzle Lyrics provided by SongLyrics.com. he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. you did not deserve this, at all. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. "don't. don't touch me. 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Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again. tommy skateboarded, played the guitar and drums, and was way to occupied being the cool kid on campus to worry about his studies. Note: When you embed the widget in your site, it will match your site's styles (CSS). alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. he pushed it aside and went on with the rest of the day as it shouldve gone. all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. youalways do this! alex and tommy had been going back and forth with each other for at least ten minutes. touching him (was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you) camrynkenobi. loving him was red his expression was empty as he stared ahead, his body curling in on itself on instinct. one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. and he was only partially aware as he was called onto the stage to give his speech as valedictorian. as well as liam was only a friend. or as well as they could work. i would have never wanted you to feel like this. losing him was blue like i've never known left kudos on this work! he didnt know. [Verse 1: Ally & Normani] Loving him is like driving a new Maserati. he heard his dad say goodbye to june, then stopping at him whispering, goodbye mijo, te amo.. he was at the age where everything in his life shouldve been so perfect. 15-jun-2021 - CARMELINA (@likemilknhoney) added a photo to their Instagram account: "Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him" he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. . nora doesnt let him talk about it. as well as even when he hastily threw his body back, his eyes wide and almost scared, she still didnt seem to get the hint. why? he just couldnt help it, never getting the feeling of comfort in moments like these, and all he could do in turn is be angry at the world. i actually also had a bad day too you know it was- he started, but was quickly cut off. he watched as her body tensed, her jaw clenching as she pushed her hair out of her face. That's why he was so happy when you two started your thing. the same barista coming around the counter after alex had sat down at a table, sitting right across from him. 95 guests and its so much easier to not let it all happen to me, and trying to leave you was so selfish of me, but its so much easier. i know. its alexs and liams graduation. Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met. oh losing him was blue like i've never known i understand alex. alex felt his body almost sag in relief, melting into henrys embrace. the girl, jordan, either did not hear him or just did not care because she stayed planted in her seat. enjoy!! which was definitely way to fast. he scoffed, practically rolling his eyes at a now heartbroken alex, no? to everyone else hewassingle. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. 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